Changing Times

Hello there beauties! It’s amazing that once upon a time I used to in a sense look up to certain people, was even a bit envious of them. Now? Not so much actually not at all. I finally realized that no one has it all figured out. We are pretty much all drifting in the same boat trying to find land. Yes, I do draw inspiration from many but I don’t desire to be any of them (not that there is anything wrong with them). I am becoming more and more comfortable in my own skin. I also must stop putting myself on a timeline trying to follow it to a T. Now, I’m realizing that life is way too unpredictable and uncertain to lay everything out on a map. Step by step and day by day is how I choose to live. Can’t focus too much energy on the future, it isn’t here yet. Must live in the now. Be present. You can’t enjoy the beautiful moments if you’re busy worrying about tomorrow. This is not to say that I have no plans for the future and will live recklessly for the sake of living the day up as if it were my last. That would be a whole other extreme. I am simply finding my equilibrium. Well, enough of my chitchat. I had another mini photo shoot with a new photographer, Vivian or as I call her Vi. Yes, I know I’ve mentioned her many times so no need for a grand introduction. But I will say this I had lots of fun and the pictures came out great. Especially considering it was her first time (did better than I did). She’s a beautiful person and an amazing friend. Love her lots. Here are a few shots:

I was trying to look tough for these pics since I'm always smiling. I guess I need to stick to the smiles. Being tough isn't me lol. Honestly, I feel super awkward in front of the camera that’s why I prefer that I’m comfortable with the person taking the photo’s of me. I know it really shouldn’t be a big deal but hey that’s just me. So when I got home my mom asked if she could take a picture of me on her camera. How could I turn down my darling mom? Of course I happily obliged. Here is one that she took:

BTW, I must remind you that I am no model. Not in the least. These were just for fun. Have an amazingly beautiful euphoric day! XoXXoXXo