Lights, Camera, Action!

All right I feel compelled to express how much I despise when people stare. I rather you say something, ANYTHING than to sit there and stare. I know some girls lavish in the attention. I am NOT one of those girls. It makes me self-conscience like, "Oh my goodness is there something on my face? I knew I should have double-checked the mirror before leaving the house. F-BALLS!" Then I have an urge to check my little compact mirror but fear seeming smug. Make sense? Shrugs. *

Anyhow, it especially ticks me off when females give me "dirty looks" when they are with their boyfriends on the train. Seriously? I was definitely not looking at him. I wasn't even facing his direction. I was bumping to the music on my ipod. While occasionally glancing to read one of those advertisements they have on the boarders of the train. Sheesh. Why must I feel the burning intensity of your stare? Though I get it, I’ve peeped some females who really don’t care if a guy is with a girl and they have no problems staring at the guy. Giving them one of those, “She would never have to find out” looks. That is sooo not me, trust me! But seriously, focus on the loved one next to you. Rolls eyes. * That was my minor refutation for those silly females.

Moving on... I find that I'm going to be forced to lug around my camera everywhere. The problem is its not one of those small digital cameras. So it’s a little heavy to travel up and down with. All of my bags are pretty big but they always seem to be heavy. No matter how hard I try to lighten the load it never seems to get better. Then it comes to a point where its like "No, I can't take that out. I might need it." Then I'm right back where I left off. Sighs. And I really want to travel with my camera because, every time I don’t I always see something interesting then I kick myself for not carrying it along. Side eye. *  

My Camera...

Got to love her! Huge smiles.